This journey has been a slow one, weight loss wise, and at times very frustrating. I just want to give up like I always have in the past, I start to get depressed, frustrated, ect. I am not like “normal” women I can’t stick to an exercise plan (I’m sure I can do better than I do) I never know how long I will be down with my pain. I truly believe God is using this blog to help me, every time I think that’s it I can’t do this or no one is reading this or what’s the point of continuing he shows me that I should, that I have too. For example: Last week I had 4 new followers on my Facebook page, all complete strangers and had several more people following my blog. Then my friend came over to drop of some clothes that were too small for her since she just lost 50 pounds, all her old clothes could fill a bathtub! She and I started talking and I told her it wasn’t going well and I was frustrated. She gave me some tips and asked if I could visualize the weight loss well I couldn’t honestly, after she left and I was going through her old clothes then it hit me I wanted to be able to get rid of my plus size clothes too, I could visualize my self doing that. Well the next day I started doing those tips, eat slower, drink more water, and eat less. Sounded so simple yet I didn’t think it would matter because I didn’t think I ate that much. Well the first day I took my time eating a doughnut for breakfast, it took me 30 minutes to eat one doughnut and I was full after. I was shocked! I would pinch off a small piece and savor that bite then would wait a bit drink some coffee and eat some more I also drank lots water. Before I knew it I was full off of one doughnut! I have been drinking at least 8 cups of water a day, taking longer to eat which has allowed me not to overeat and to truly enjoy each bite. I didn’t realize how much I was eating such an eye opener. I haven’t eaten healthy really, it’s been one of those week’s where there are parties and great food so I eat what I want just smaller portions. I also haven’t exercised this week. But with all that God blessed me with my biggest weekly loss yet 6 pounds!!!!!!
So this puts me at 10 pounds total gone! Wow! My first 10 pounds gone! Praise God!